Ive been blogging. If your interested, check it out.       www.thatonechickliz.blogspot.com

...My computer crashed and then my husbands did so they were both getting fixed for what like the past 3 weeks. I felt lost! lol. and my hubby went underway for a wsek so that sucked even 10 times more. Hes home now so yay!

Yesterday was really really hard. Its was my friend Brian's birthday, and the 3 month anniversary of his suicide. Aaron came home early from his underway he wasent supposed to come home till today and coming home early like almost never happens. I think that was my birthday present from Brian. he knew i needed him yesterday. Me and aaron got pretty drunk last night, Brian was a big drinker so we had to do it. Anyways im getting emotional just thinkin bout him so im gonna change the subject.

hey does anyone know how to put pictures on here but 'under a cut' or whatever? i cant figure it out. k im gonna myspace now. :)

 

 well hubby is on nights for this weekend so we tryed to sleep during the day yesterday. We got movies to help us out and just made it a lazy day and ordered pizza. it was fun. i couldent really sleep so i mostly just let him and played around on photoshop. this is what i made... I would put it under a cut or whatever but i dont know how. sorry. Im in the process of making another one and i downloaded these really bad ass brushes but i have NO CLUE how to get them from a folder on my computer to my photoshop. Its photoshop 7.0 if anyone has any clue what im talking about and knows how to do it. Thankz :)

The boy just called me and told me to pick him up from base in an hour! Yeah! Now Lorna just has to come home and the time here will start to fly by again. lol. 

I went to the gym again today, 2 days in a row. I rock. No but really if you knew me, then you know i dont stick to anything and this is a big accoplishment so far. Other than that im just chillin till i have to work tonight then im gonna get the turkey day drinkin started early and go to slicks tonight and get trashed. should be fun.

     Well i just wrote my bio thing.  Im supposed to be working out right now but im stuck in front of this computer utterly bored waiting for the moment when i can see my husband again. Its been 2 months since i saw him last and that was only for 2 weeks. Before that it was about 5 months and i saw him twice when i drove to florida to visit him. I can handle the distance, it just gets so hard sometimes. 
     Im so happy to be off today. Ive been keeping my self so busy lately its been making the time fly by. this weekend was the garage sale and since sunday it rained we will be doing it again. One of my best friends, her brother died in march. Acually it was on my husbands birthday, anyways this kid was only 18 but he did so much for his community. He volunteered at Texas Childrens all the time and other various charity groups, gave blood. Anything you can think of this kid did. He dident deserve to die, he was an amazing individual. Anyways since his death my friend started a non-profit organization in his name.  Well he was attending the university of houston before he died and recently they told us that if we can raise $2'500 the marriot will match it and make it $5'000 and then the hilton will match that and make it $10'000 and  it will be turned into a scholarship that will be renuable every year and it will be made in his name. Well this is huge and awesome so ruby's been doing photo shoots to raise money and we all took part in this huge garage sale to raise money and saturday we make like 750 i think. Anyways im rambling.
    But this is what im basically about. I love helping people and volunteering, it makes me feel good. I love to drink and party all night, im 21, can you blame me?  I love animals, any kind. Cats the most, im gonna be one of those crazy old ladies sitting on her porch with like 30 cats throwin at people as they walk by! I love to be the driver, when me and my friends go out anywhere. I have this huge phobia that if im not incharge something bad will happen or i'll get seperated from the group and wont get home. Its stupid i know but everyone is entitled to a few irational fears every once in a while. I have a highly addictive personality so i try not to get into a bad crowd. been there. done that. no bueno.